~Weekends were made for Warriors ~
No, I didn't run the 10k yesterday that I was training for
Yes, I ran around with customers/renters instead trying to get a piece of the elusive almighty dollar - it felt like a 20k mentally
Today - my Best Friends and I are doing our annual ride from my house out to Montauk - its about 26 miles and should take us about four hours - it involves riding on the shore (pray for low tide) and Mo is coming to get us after golf. Woop woop - I look forward to this because its 4 hours where I can do nothing else but ride!
Have a big family dinner tonight at a "family style" restaurant in Montauk - I'll probably pre-game with snacks so I'm not super tempted
I'm struggling with food...like bad. Sugar monster has reared her ugly head - These are the triggers for sugar monster
1. No time to cook
2. Living in a construction zone
3. Being Poor and not being able to go grocery shopping or replenish my protein shakes
4. Feeling beaten emotionally by my choice of career
5. Being a lazy ass
6. Wishing for a magic genie to magically fix everything
7. Working 7 days a week
8. Being a lazy ass
9. Wallowing in self pity
10. Being a lazy ass
The good news is - I recognize that eating this way makes me feel like shit. I wake up feeling hung over and achey.
Even better news - I have the ability to turn it around - I may not be able to control my career or the people around me (and flogging them is against the law - frig!) But I can control me and my atitude toward them and myself.
Where did you find a picture of me? I wish I'd have cleaned up a little!
ReplyDeleteFight the fight! Dang the sugar demons.
If you find that magic Geenie I need to borrow her when you are finished.
ReplyDeleteFlogging is against the law??? Good thing the Rockstar doesn't report me ;-)
Hey I just found your blog and its GREAT!
ReplyDeleteI have been reading all your previous posts, gosh I love it!
xx
That is stressful to live in a construction zone and have work be hectic...where is any peace and quiet? The ride sounds fantastic...hope you have a blast
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ReplyDeleteYou got this girlfriend! The great thing is each day is a brand new day with a clean slate. Forget how you ate yesterday and focus on today! :)
ReplyDeleteOkay, let me just say: YOU ARE FULL OF CRAP! You are awesome! And not lazy! And super fab! Mmmkay? Mmmkay! You're just having a moment- and that's totally okay. :)
ReplyDeleteHugs to you! You can do this! xoxo
Sarah
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