Psychic Powers

Anyone Remember Miss Cleo?

I'm pretty sure I'm psychic now.   The other night (last month - 9/26)  I had a very vivid dream about a friend of mine selling her house to a millionaire down the street.  I even told her about the dream.  Guess what - it happened - out of the blue a neighbor down the street from her who has a 12M dollar property approached them with a cash offer.  They agreed to sell.
Damn - Its freaking scary.

Now if I could just manifest will power to walk away from the pumpkin spice latte and chocolate snacks at sbux.

Tomorrow is race day - can't wait - I love racing for sweatshirts!

Yesterday was a shitty day - I feel like I suck at what I do and that I don't have the balls to go after what I want, because I'm too worried about being seen as a bitch or "aggressive".  Since when I have worried about being Emily Post??   I feel like a failure and that maybe I should have stayed at the job I hated for a steady paycheck.  I was so low at the end of the day the tears were rolling...In the past I probably would have sat on the couch all evening and ate anything with melted cheese on it and candy. 
Instead - I got on my muther effin bike, put on some tunes (Limp Bizkit and Linkin Park) and when mountain biking until I just about passed out.  Its hard to feel shitty about yourself when you are sweaty and exhausted from exercise. 

I'm still a little freaked out by my dream but maybe I could start dreaming about money and then that would come true...

Mo is taking me to Newport this week for a getaway.  Yay! I've been feeling trapped on this Island for way too long - and we get to take a Ferry - not sure why this is so exciting but it is.  - I need to get out more...

Oh -and  Blobfish  .....