And Begin. Go!

I am freaky.  In a good way.  Yesterday I threw a box of chocolate covered pretzels (that I had just bought at a gormet store for way too much money because I wanted chocolate) out of my window as I was flying down the road - not the box, just the pretzels - because at that moment I didn't want to eat the whole box and I knew if I kept them I would start again today eating shit.  

So begin again - I did some oil pulling this morning ~ it is supposed to remove toxins from your mouth and make your teeth whiter - good and awesome.  I use coconut oil - its kinda gross just swishing it around in your mouth, and you have to do it first thing before you have water, coffee or brush your teeth - my friend swears by it and she is skinny, pretty and her teeth are white...so of course if I do it - I will be skinny, pretty and have white teeth! 

Gosh where do I begin.  Its been bad, real bad.  Sugar like its my job.  Yesterday was unspeakable ending up with me throwing up sushi.  AMAZING and a waste of a 90 bucks

The gift of a new day - I'm about to treadmill and do some Jillian - I bought new wieghts yesterdat at Target!  Yay - step in the right direction.

Finally grew a pair and am having that work meeting today.  Wish me luck.

I'm making Kitcheree this morning and mentally preparing for next week's cleanse...its through our local health food store - they prepare everything for 10 days all you have to do is eat the fresh food and drink the juice...Game on.

Two nights ago I had the most amazing dream about whales...I am becoming that crazy lady who tells everyone about her dreams..but given that some of them come true...its different.  Anyway the whales were wonderful and I felt calm and confident after, so there's that.      

This is what the internet say about whale dreams:


Whales usually represent a big event in your life or a strong feeling of solitude.
Some people believe that whales are associated with peace, serenity, spirituality and tranquility.
The appearance of a whale in a dream can signify that everything is or will be ok and is often related to spiritual matters of the mind and heart.
In dreams that focus on a particular individual the appearance of a whale can identify that person as trustworthy and good spirited, and can give you a feeling of connectedness with that individual.
Some people have even interpreted the symbol of a whale as the feeling of a loving mother who protects her child.
Deep feelings and close emotional connections are often associated with these majestic animals.
Whales tend to appear during times of relevance when you are currently facing an issue in your life.
At times whales may also represent power, leadership and strength.
They symbolize that you can accomplish your goals and have the strength and intuition to overcome the obstacles in your life.
They’re a sign of protection and a signal that you need to relax and stop worrying.