I am feeling like a sack of pooh. Almost wondering if I have a touch of the Lyme. For those of you not in the North East, Lymes disease is a tick borne illness that makes you tired and achey. I don't recall being bitten by a tick but boy do I feel like road kill so I'm off to get a blood test today.
Good news - I have my fill scheduled tomorrow - I can't wait.
I'm wishing I never tested the band....I know that I can eat 3 boxes of girl scout cookies, m&ms and tots.
I am in the same mental place that I was pre-op. I know this blog has become debbie downer, but thats just the truth.
I stumbled upon Banditstephanie on youtube - holy weightloss champion - she is a rock star! After watching her I feel like a failure.
You are seriously not a failure. YOU my dear are a warrior. Get better, get a fill and get your head back in the game. You are WORTH this effort. *heart u*
ReplyDeleteI don't think of you as failure..I think of you as inspiration...you just have a funk going on right now...good luck on Fill..it may be just what you need!
ReplyDeleteRepeat after me:
ReplyDeleteI AM NOT A FAILURE.
Get your fill, get back on your plan, and keep blogging! We're all cheering for you!
Holy Moly, you are not a failure!! You are a biking badass!! Get your little filly-poo and get back to basics.
ReplyDeleteI will join with you in an effort to eliminate all Girl Scouts and their effing cookies, if you are interested. Just let me know!
failure? you? not a chance. You are the mountain bike godess. We all lose our mojo every now and again, the key is getting it back; which you will.
ReplyDeleteStella, where's your groove? You can't do this any way but your way. So what does honey badger do?
ReplyDeleteOne of my favorite qoutes (that I just reread recently) is from the show cool runnings (I know , lame.) anyway, it is when Sanka says :" All I'm saying, mon, is if we walk Jamaican, talk Jamaican, and *is* Jamaican, then we sure as hell better bobsled Jamaican" So just do you. Do what Vanessa does to lose weight, to kick ass.
Also th qoute "rise and shine its but whipping time." never hurts to remember either.
You are not a failure. You are human. We have good days, we have, well, not so good ones. You've logged 223 MILES, woman!!
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